The source of their issues was the aftermath of something traumatic that spiraled downward and out of control, finally reaching rock bottom. Their hell is a playground full of fools, insulting their way through life with no consequences. The woes of addiction mark its territory by locking the door so that no one will ever get out. One of them finds a way to get out, setting themselves free.
~This is their story…
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*Trigger Warning* Strong Language, Drugs and Alcohol Addiction, Abuse, Mental Illness
I don’t care what happens to me…
Drugs, Booze & Woes – “The Biggest Mistake” – Episode 1
FADE IN: Early morning, Amy wakes up in a new luxurious Range Rover, finding herself naked on the front seat. She can’t remember much of what happened the night before and soon realizes that it has been four days with the guy sleeping in the back seat, Davey. She can’t remember his name, her underwear is missing, so she concludes that she had sex with him. The story unfolds when she tries to reconstruct how they ended up parked next to the lake. It only gets worst, as the fog fades, she realizes that the consequences of what happened during that time are dire.
Drugs, Booze & Woes – “Four Days Missing” – Episode 2
Amy comes home after a four-day drug and alcohol binge with another man. Her husband Peter, is furious and wants answers to where she’s been and with whom. It turns into a fight that gets physical, with an unexpected surprise ending.
Peter’s abuse is a long-term effect of trauma…
Drugs, Booze & Woes – “It all started with Joe”
Amy’s mother Eliza (a Malignant Narcissist), she has a long history of infidelity, alcohol abuse, physical abuse, and emotional bludgeoning. Her long-time lover Joe (who is a certifiable Psychopath) who has created a deceitful web of wrongdoings, lies, and delusion. Joe has reached past the point of no return and is capable of anything. His biggest regret is falling in love with a woman who will never love him, and him being in denial of her feelings, when she was totally upfront about it from day one, will turn fatal.
Drugs, Booze & Woes – “The Wrath of Eliza”
Eliza is the judge and jury. A psychologically flawed, self-centered, bitter, angry shell of a woman who has endured countless years of psychological and physical abuse by her husband Joshua, who is an Abusive Alcoholic. Finally, judgment has imprisoned him in the care of a vindictive caretaker Eliza, whose wrath is far greater than hell itself.
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Drugs, Booze & Woes – “Anton Spies for Lies” – Episode 3
Anton, another one of Eliza’s children is challenged with Gender dysphoria, who is a woman pretending to be a man, pretending to be a woman. To make things worse, she/he/she is codependent, caring for and supporting a low-life gigolo named Sean, who is a manipulating opportunist extorting money from Anton on a daily basis, whose day is yet to come.
Anton suffers from Codependency
Codependency is a Psychological condition involving excessive emotional dependence on another person. In sociology, codependency is a concept that attempts to characterize imbalanced relationships where one person enables another person’s self-destructive tendencies (such as addiction, poor mental health, immaturity, irresponsibility, or under-achievement) and/or undermines the other person’s relationship.
The saddest part of a cheater’s personality is that they often carry emotional scars from their past. Many unfaithful partners were emotionally abused as children, were ignored or had love and attention withheld.
Sean is sleeping with just about everybody. In his delusional mind, he thinks of himself as better than anyone else. His lies and deception have finally caught up with him, thinking that Sharon would save him from his woes, was the furthest thing from her mind. He’s about to be kicked to the curb and given the news that will cause him a lifetime of grief.
It looks like Sean may have a few skeletons in his closet that may need a little cultivating.
His closet seems a bit full, with lots of choices in a large variety of colors.
Sean holds a few dirty secrets of his own, that will raise a few eyebrows. Anton corners him to face the truth, which he does, which sends Anton into severe depression and suicidal thoughts.
Sharon is a Malignant Narcissists
Malignant Narcissists, although they can easily form relationships with people, their reasoning for forming the relationships is not that of normal people. They have a motive behind every relationship they make depending on their needs and what a person can offer to help fulfill their needs.
Another dark side of the rainbow is Sharon who is a (Malignant Narcissist). She tops all when it comes to being a ruthless manipulating hateful woman. Sad for Davey, a prisoner captured in her world to do her bidding. I guess it’s true, you do reap what you sow. In Davey’s case, don’t get caught cheating on her… But wait! Isn’t she cheating on him with Sean?
Sharon, at the top of the spectrum, just below a psychopath, is on the darker side of Narcissistic Personality Disorder, the Malignant Narcissist, who is known to be the most dangerous kind of narcissist because of their aggressive sadistic callous nature.
Malignant Narcissists differ from Psychopaths in the way they are attention seekers who need approval and admiration from others while the psychopath is not trapped by the need for attention from the outside world.
Joe is a Psychopath
Joe the only one who could take down a Malignant Narcissist because they have zero respect for their need for others and their emotional sensitivity to rejection and criticism. Malignant Narcissists’ emotional well-being is a reflection of the attention, praise, and devotion from others which makes them vulnerable to humiliation, being out-shined by others, and being ignored.
Loving a woman who will never love you is always a bad idea. Joe is fixated on Eliza in a way that triggers his psychological issues. His delusional thoughts eventually draws a line in the sand that will prove to be fatal.
This is a dead-end road right from the start. Just wrong on every turn. Scorned from years of abuse by her husband Joshua (a Dead-Beat Drunk) Whose aspiration was to chase young girls into submission, I mean really young… You might even say he tipped toed in the tulips with his own children.
This is a trip down a one-way street going 100 mph, trying to maneuver your way through the blurred lanes for an exit lane, going the wrong way. Joshua is a lost cause waiting to die, the doorway to hell has reservations about letting him in. Eliza has her hands full…
Drugs, Booze & Woes – Davey suffers from Mythomania and Pseudologia Fantastica.
Paying servitude can sometimes be detrimental to your health and your well-being. Taking her money seems like the obvious choice, but looking at the big picture, he just sold his soul to the devil. Davey is an opportunist, a conman, and a crook. His mantra is to prey on people with Gender dysphoria, making them codependent by using reverse psychology and other tactics to extort all that he can from them.
A mental disorder in which the person habitually or compulsively lies. The reason for such lies often serves no obvious purpose other than to paint oneself as a hero or victim depending on the circumstance.
A crossroad between Heaven and Hell.
A road you can no longer see, but blindly explore.
The toxic levels rise to the occasion to reveal Peter’s darkest secrets, angered by his own issues and inability to face his own demons. Without notice, he hits a home run with his wife, unintentionally.
A malignant Narcissistic husband had such an extreme grandiosity and protection of his insecure “true self”, he would lie. He would lie simply because it was his thought which, therefore, made it a reality. God forbid you to call him out on his lie because this only created problems for those closest to him, as this pattern of behavior can easily veer into gaslighting. For Amy, this is her life with no way out, she hopes for Davey to be her savor. Little does she know that he’s a conman, and broke.
Drugs, Booze & Woes – Anton is in an abusive relationship.
For Anton, it’s a revolving door. This type of situation always leaves us feeling anxious, intimidated, and fearful because his only goal was to punish us by doing something to make us suffer while enjoying our hurt. The emotional, mental and psychological pain definitely outweighed the physical. The capability they have to the level of manipulation, lying, evil behavior, and mind *ucking is surreal.
Eliza; “I am suited to loving a person wholeheartedly without pretense and often I’m under the impression that I can do it even without checks and balances. But my dreams and goals are my driving forces. When this person that I handpicked starts causing shears, twists, and nicks on me, and it stands in the way where I can’t function and carry out my duties and starts throwing my organizational thoughts in complete and utter disarray, kneading me excessively with childish mind games”
Drugs, Booze & Woes – Shawn-T is “The opportunist & manipulator”
They always have to be the center of attention regardless of the conversation or situation. They often view the world as black and white with no gray areas. He would ask me a question and would only want a simple yes or no answer and if I elaborated on the answer because it wasn’t just yes or no, I better be ready to be punished for giving more information than asked for even though his next question would have been for me to elaborate, something I could have answered along with the first question.
“She Crazy” With hopes of getting out of the sex business, Amy resorts to delusional rants that leave Shawn-T wondering WTF did he get himself involved with. Her reality is slipping away right before his eyes. He has to figure out his next move… Or is it the other way around?
Malignant Narcissists should be avoided at all costs. If you should enter into a relationship, once they have sucked you in, you can kiss your life as you know it goodbye. You will never be the same again.
A Pathological liar is incapable of being Honest about anything,
even when there is no reason to fabricate a story.
Among the variants of narcissism, malignant narcissists are by far the most damaging. This subset contains the general traits of NPD, including regular egocentricity, but also some antisocial traits and even a sadistic streak as well as a poor sense of self and lack of empathy. There is often some paranoia involved with malignant narcissism as well. Malignant narcissists can be highly manipulative, and they don’t care who they hurt as long as they get their own way.
Other symptoms of malignant narcissists include: They see the world in black-and-white terms, including seeing others as either friend or foe. They seek to win at all costs and generally leave a great amount of pain, frustration, and even heartache in their wake. They generally don’t care about the pain they cause others—or may even enjoy it and experience it as empowering. They will do what it takes to prevent themselves from loss, inconvenience, or failing to get what they want in any situation.
Suicide is the act of intentionally causing one’s own death.
So many failed attempts, the odds will eventually not be in her favor
Insanity is the concept of the upside-down and the downside up; blue is red and red is blue, I am here, but this is not me, you love me, but I don’t love you. It is filled with all and everything. It is empty and made of nothing. It is the Sun, the stars, and the darkness in a single compact coin on which the matter is never at rest. It is the center of any galaxy in a universe that does not exist.
Reoccurring thoughts through long cycles of depression get hardened and baked into the forefront of your brain which is basically your current identity. Ever hear the saying “don’t use it you lose it?” The more you think about suicide the stronger those neural networks become and the more often they fire. The less you think about the geometry you learned in 9th grade the harder that becomes to access. You have probably thought and dreamt about suicide so often and for so many years it’s just an obsession that brings you comfort. It’s there regardless of your mood. Think about suicide less, those memories will weaken and the thoughts will pass less and less frequently till they are gone.
Suicidal ideation is a consequence of feeling hopeless. Humans can endure a tremendous amount of physical and emotional pain if they have hope that it won’t last forever. When you lose hope of anything improving, that’s when the suicidal thoughts creep in. Clinical depression tends to produce hopelessness, as well as emotional suffering in other forms (feelings of isolation, guilt, and shame), so it’s the most common source of suicidal ideation, but it certainly isn’t the only one. It’s worth keeping in mind, though, that whether suffering from depression or not, hopelessness is often the product of our beliefs, rather than reality. It’s easy to spiral down into a place where it seems nothing can get better, and difficult to get out.
The normotic individual seems quite a regular girl;
she fits into society and other groups quite easily,
Drugs, Booze & Woes – Eliza is a Normotic person
Someone who is “abnormally normal” / she is too stable, secure, comfortable, and socially extroverted A normotic person is someone who is abnormally normal. She is fundamentally disinterested in subjective life and he is inclined to reflect on the thingness of objects, on their material reality, or on ‘data’ that relate to material phenomena.
The evolution of normotic illness only by considering such a development within the life of a family. Such a person appears genuinely naive if asked to comment on issues that require either looking into oneself or the other in any depth. Instead, if the evolution towards becoming a normotic personality is successful, she lives contentedly among material objects and phenomena. Sexual promiscuity amongst homosexuals has the character of a material phenomenon and is in part an inverted representation of the normotic illness. The normotic person is nurtured in an environment in which the parent avoids responsiveness to the core of the child’s self.
Megalomania is a personality disorder characterized by a long-term pattern of exaggerated feelings of self-importance, an excessive craving for admiration, and struggles with empathy.
A compassionate person, empath, or person with a caring nature who just wants to help and do the right thing, is a narcs dream supply. They often incorrectly believe the narc is just mentally ill and will recover. Has hit a rough patch, or is dealing with some kind of trauma of their own. And they wait and hope that things will get better. NPD has no cure. It would be like trying to cure a leopard of its spots.
The abuse continues to escalate and before we know it, they are at rock bottom, have been murdered, are in the hospital after a particularly bad beating, have committed suicide or have been diagnosed with severe depression, anxiety, chronic fatigue, fibromyalgia, adrenal fatigue, memory loss or any number of other abuse related illnesses.
PSYCHOLOGICAL MANIPULATION CAN BE DEFINED AS THE EXERCISE OF UNDUE INFLUENCE THROUGH MENTAL DISTORTION AND EMOTIONAL EXPLOITATION, WITH THE INTENTION TO SEIZE POWER, CONTROL, BENEFITS, AND PRIVILEGES AT THE VICTIM’S EXPENSE.
All of these thoughts swirling through their heads and the rollercoaster of their emotions can lead cheaters to live two completely different lives while the affair continues.
A Narcissistic Sociopath, codependent, obsessed and controlling.
His dominion over Sean is measured by the size of his purse.
A narcissistic sociopath, a person with a unique combination of traits that causes them to create destruction in their personal and professional lives
Joshua is a borderline pedophile, who spent most of his life alone seeking redemption for his actions. Faithful to a woman who is fueled by hate and resentment. He is a lost cause waiting to die, or he’s waiting for Eliza to kill him.
If you made it this far, then you realize how difficult it is for these people to function on a day-to-day basis. The slow fall isn’t slow at all, just face first planted firmly on the ground with all your teeth missing. You wake up in the morning to the sound of the broken record still playing the same song, and the clock still reads 12:01 am. The illusion was a delusion, and time took a sideline for the duration of your trip into the dark world of Drugs, Booze & Woes.